.:2:. when you were young

i wish i could write like i used to. i used to write poems, song lyrics, short stories. it was like my imagination wasn't on a leash, back when i didn't know unhappiness to the degree i do. i miss writing. alot. but every time i come to do it, i have nothing. but when it's the middle of the night and i've had one of the clearest ideas in weeks, i lack the capacity to find pen and paper to write it down.... i just fall back asleep and regret it when i wake up.


oh and the title is a heart cause i couldn't come up with anything clever. i'm not the kinda girl who draws hearts over her i's, or draws hearts at all unless i need it as a clue in pictionary. i'd prefer a fish. find me a fish, i give you a cookie.

scratch that, i want a cupcake icon. nevermind, too cute. fish. no. wait.... that's jesus stuff. guh, is there any icon that isn't taken and/or insanely stereotypical for a girl? see..... i do need ideas.


p.s. just as i went to hit publish i came up with an idea! titles of blogs shall be song titles. oh, bloody hell i'm clever.